[Chorus]
Now, but I can't
And I don't know
How we're just two men as
God had made us,
Well, I can't...well, I can!
Too much, too late, or just not enough of this
Pain in my heart for your dying wish,
I'll kiss your lips again.

They all cheat at cards and the checkers are lost,
My cellmate's a killer, they made me do push-ups (in drag)
But nobody cares if you're losing yourself...am I losing myself?!
Well, I miss my mom, Will they give me the chair,
Or lethal injection, or swing from a rope if you dare;
Ah, nobody knows...all the trouble I've seen!

[Chorus]
To your room...
What they ask of you
Will make you want to say, "So long..."
Well, I don't remember, Why remember...YOU?!

Do you have the keys to the hotel?!
'Cause I'm gonna string this motherfucker on fire! (FIRE!!)

Life is but a dream for the dead,
And well I, I won't go down by myself,
But I'll go down with my friends.
Now now now now...now now now...now now now!!

Thursday, August 18, 2005

rainy day makes me lazy..

i didnt go 2 classes dis morning..

i woke up at 8 n stared at the window..

alamak... ujan lak plak.. camno nk gi ni?

terpaksa tido balik.. hahahha

i'm in computer lab for water management class..

terpakse dtg sbb nk upload assignment.. klu x.. sori la..

tido lg heaven!

and because i enjoy dis class..

ermm...

i still dun feel comfortable wif myself..

until when? i dunno..

mountain of assignments are waiting for me..

got to go..

Wassalam

[[get through this narrow, endless road alone]]*|11:44 AM|

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

emotion: mixed.. 1 thing for sure i'm not happy

erm.. i think i'm gonna be very busy dis week..

hurgh.. gimme some strength n energy...

since i dun have enough for now..

i need to go to klang today, thursday, friday, sat n sunday..

n need to do the same for another 4 weeks..

Ya Allah..

dah byk ari aku rase x sedap ati.. xselesa..

well i try to get over it with my study, make myself busy..

(bkn aku dah mmg bz ke?)

usually i dun give my 100% attention on my assignment

but i think i do really have to do it..

erm...

below is the lyric of Menanti Sebuah Jawaban

Ungu Violet OST by Padi..

i thought Ungu Violet and dis song were boring..

again.. i was wrong..

here... i paste dis lyric to dedicate it to someone..

someone who really plays big role in my life now..

i got nothing else to share..

btw i wish there will be some1 plays dis song wif piano..

just for me..

i do really want to hear it..

feel the touch of this song...

got to go

Wassalam..

Song: Menanti Sebuah Jawaban (Ungu Violet OST)

Artist: Padi

Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu

Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu

seiring jejak kakiku bergetar

Aku tak terpagut oleh cintamu

Namun kau masih terdiam membisu

Sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu

Mendekap penuh harapan tuk mencintaimu

Setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu

Menanti sebuah jawaban tuk memilikimu

Betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku

Semoga kau tau isi hatiku

Aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku

p/s: i cried when i listened last nite to dis song.. i can get the feeling..

[[get through this narrow, endless road alone]]*|11:31 AM|

Thursday, August 11, 2005

i do really miss blogging...

dis is my 1st entry for august..

hurm.. i'm kinda bz dis morning...

dunno why..

*blur*

my mood was distracted by the failure of my presentatation..

warghh... i was so excited but we got technical prob..

now i'm in computer lab 4 my water mngmt class...

i really enjoy dis class coz it uses 90% e-learning method..

anta assignment pon online n on the spot..

so xyah la nak tangguh² keje

alahai... kantoi lak lectrer nampak..

hurm..

no idea to be shared..

got to go

Wassalam

[[get through this narrow, endless road alone]]*|12:34 PM|

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