am i naruto in real life? hoho
i dun think so.. coz i am myself.. real human
who is burden wif loads of life conflict and probs..
sape yg xnak idup senang kan?
tipu aaa kalu ade org nk idup susah...
but it's just not everyone can live in fortune..
erm.. i experience another almost sleepless nite..
i knew i had to attend my class 2day..
so i took medicine to drive me sleep..
am i crazy? i just wanna have a normal sleep..
dat's all.. b4 i fell asleep, i made a resolution..
resolution which can change my personality..
my way of life..
here, i wanna make a statement
' for those who had been cursed or sworn by me, i beg for ur apology.. it doesnt mean i hate u, it doesnt mean i want to hurt u, i doesnt mean i want to humilate u, it doesnt mean i'm crazy, it doesnt mean i dun love u, it doesnt mean i am cold to u... it means dat i failed in controlling my emotion, my temper... just put urself in my shoes.. u'll know how does it fell to be Muhammad Hidayah.. think it over guys.. my sincerity to beg for apology is true.. i am ready to accept the way u guys going to treat me.. it's either forgive n guide me or leave and hate me..'
dis statement isnt for a person..
it's 4 every1 who i hurt lately or long time ago..
i'm a normal human.. never escape from commiting sins..
either between me n Him or other human..
well.. i just have a wish for now...
wish my life will lead to normal way..
hurgh..
owh btw below is the lyric of Mimpi Yg Sempurna by Peterpan
i played dis song for almost 30X last nite..
maybe deep inside me in wanna have
mimpi yg sempurna..
got to go
Wassalam
Song: Mimpi Yg Sempurna
Artist: Peterpan
Mungkinkah bila kubertanya
Pada bintang-bintang
Dan bila ku mulai merasa
Bahasa kesunyian..
Sadarkah aku yang berjalan
Dalam kehampaan
Terdiam, terpana, terbata
Semua dalam keraguan
Aku dan semua yang terluka
Karena kita...
Aku kan menghilang.. dalam gelap malam
Lepas ku melayang..
Biarlah kubertanya... pada bintang-bintang
Tentang arti kita.. dalam mimpi yang sempurna
Aku dan semua yang terluka
Karena kita...
Aku kan menghilang.. dalam gelap malam
Lepas ku melayang..
Biarlah kubertanya... pada bintang-bintang
Tentang arti kita.. dalam mimpi yang sempurna