[me.. it's all i wanna be..]]

Monday, July 25, 2005

Which Naruto Character Are You?
Test by naruto - kun.com

am i naruto in real life? hoho

i dun think so.. coz i am myself.. real human

who is burden wif loads of life conflict and probs..

sape yg xnak idup senang kan?

tipu aaa kalu ade org nk idup susah...

but it's just not everyone can live in fortune..

erm.. i experience another almost sleepless nite..

i knew i had to attend my class 2day..

so i took medicine to drive me sleep..

am i crazy? i just wanna have a normal sleep..

dat's all.. b4 i fell asleep, i made a resolution..

resolution which can change my personality..

my way of life..

here, i wanna make a statement

' for those who had been cursed or sworn by me, i beg for ur apology.. it doesnt mean i hate u, it doesnt mean i want to hurt u, i doesnt mean i want to humilate u, it doesnt mean i'm crazy, it doesnt mean i dun love u, it doesnt mean i am cold to u... it means dat i failed in controlling my emotion, my temper... just put urself in my shoes.. u'll know how does it fell to be Muhammad Hidayah.. think it over guys.. my sincerity to beg for apology is true.. i am ready to accept the way u guys going to treat me.. it's either forgive n guide me or leave and hate me..'

dis statement isnt for a person..

it's 4 every1 who i hurt lately or long time ago..

i'm a normal human.. never escape from commiting sins..

either between me n Him or other human..

well.. i just have a wish for now...

wish my life will lead to normal way..

hurgh..

owh btw below is the lyric of Mimpi Yg Sempurna by Peterpan

i played dis song for almost 30X last nite..

maybe deep inside me in wanna have

mimpi yg sempurna..

got to go

Wassalam

Song: Mimpi Yg Sempurna

Artist: Peterpan

Mungkinkah bila kubertanya

Pada bintang-bintang

Dan bila ku mulai merasa

Bahasa kesunyian..

Sadarkah aku yang berjalan

Dalam kehampaan

Terdiam, terpana, terbata

Semua dalam keraguan

Aku dan semua yang terluka

Karena kita...

Aku kan menghilang.. dalam gelap malam

Lepas ku melayang..

Biarlah kubertanya... pada bintang-bintang

Tentang arti kita.. dalam mimpi yang sempurna

Aku dan semua yang terluka

Karena kita...

Aku kan menghilang.. dalam gelap malam

Lepas ku melayang..

Biarlah kubertanya... pada bintang-bintang

Tentang arti kita.. dalam mimpi yang sempurna

[[get through this narrow, endless road alone]]*|10:22 AM|

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

condition: bad headache, flu and fever

emotion: blur+sad+missing

erm.. i'm very uncomfortable wif myself rite now..

many factors cause me to kinda messy day..

when i woke up dis morning.. i feel like empty..

i dunno whether i suppose to go for my class or not..

things keep bugging my head even tho i see clearly

how to get rid of them..

i want to have a good start 4 new semester..

unfortunately i cant... shit!!

some1 asks me to figure out what i've been trying to be lately..

not to be proud, i'm such a quick-think person..

i spent 1 whole nite to figure what's going on wif me..

and now i know what am i suppose to do...

and i know what drives me to dis...

a messege for some1:

u're making the gap bigger..

believe me.. it's not just me to think..

erm..

i miss these guys.. faizal, ayin, awie n jamal..

got to go..

Wassalam

[[get through this narrow, endless road alone]]*|11:17 AM|

Friday, July 15, 2005

erm.. Alhamdulillah..

finally i have 17 credit hours...

i take 3 3rd year's subjects and only 2nd year's..

so relief..

btw.. i have a strange feeling now..

wonder why a friend who i dun see her for long time

only left a msg on my tagboard to inform me dat she's here?

is dis what i deserve since i was too excited to her?

at least gimme a call 4 30secs is enough..

nak kate aku kesah sgt tuh xder laa tp.. phm² sendiri ar..

erm.. nvm laa dun want to make dis long..

nk ikut faidz masuk kuliah biochem.. yey!

got to go...

Wassalam

[[get through this narrow, endless road alone]]*|9:37 AM|

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

i havent update dis blog for 10 days..
it is a hectic week for me..
i'm looking for suitable subjects..
run here and there..
luckily i already have 3 registered subjects and i need another 3
*blur*
i was very frustrated at the 1st place when i know i cant proceed wif my plan..
dunno what else to share..
got to go..
Wassalam

[[get through this narrow, endless road alone]]*|11:20 AM|

Sunday, July 03, 2005

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hurm.. why everything seems so dull today?

my ym has problem to sign in..

friendster is closed for maintainence...

totally bored..

btw here's F1 French Grand Prix Result

1) Fernando Alonso - Renault

2) Kimi Raikkonen - McLaren Mercedes

3) Micheal Schumacher - Ferrari

erm.. i wished Kimi will win dis GP but..

it was ok for him to start at 13th grid position and ended at 2nd..

Mclaren's Montoya supposed to be in front of Micheal

but his car experienced hydraulic failure and cost him to retire..

i admit dat i'm a big fan of McLaren team..

but it's not a factor for me to say dat Fernando won dis GP

because of luck!

dis is his 2nd victory because of luck..

erm.. i dun think i want to make a long comment...

for me, just wait till the end of the season..

because in my prediction..

the driver's and constructor's championship will be decided

in the last race in Shanghai, China..

it is a fascinating and magnificent F1 season

after 3 years dominated by Ferrari..

erm..

i'm bored n dat's why i give my comment on F1..

huhu..

got to go

Wassalam

[[get through this narrow, endless road alone]]*|9:57 PM|

[[*Me, Myself and I*]]

HiDd @ Hidayah @ Dayah
December 20.Sagittarius
Student.Taiping,Perak,Malaysia
A person with deep wounded heart
Outspoken.Very sensitive.Love to laugh
Simple.Talkative.Energetic
Broken inside.Investigative
Addicted to McD, Vanilla Coke
Contact: Y! hidaz12

[[*InTeREstEd iN*]]

music, hi-tech gadget, friends, movies, levi's, mclaren, basketball

[[*HAtE aBOut*]]

liars and back-stabbers
pink stuffs
ikan sungai!!!

[[*wIShLiSt*]]

~~Levi's 536~~
~~Levi's spectacle~~
Nike shoes
Laptop
Normal life

[[*oBsESs iN*]]

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[[*nOw pLayIng*]]

Artist: My Chemical Romance
Song: I'm Not OK (I Promise)

[[*UnFaDed MEmoRieS*]]

[[*aTTenTion!*]]
what's written in dis blog come straight from my heart.. i'm sorry for any offensive word or error in language.. dis is my blog.. i just throw i what i want and what i feel.. thanks!