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Sunday, April 03, 2005

empty.. is all i feel for today..
maybe becoz i have no one to talk to.. no one to company me...
yeah.. i admit.. i need someone.. at least someone in my life..
i dun care who's dat person.. it can be anyone..
it can be my parents.. my bestfrens.. my frens.. even a stranger..
as long he/she ables to entertain me..
however... deep inside my heart.. i still feel like i've lost a person who i can talk to..
a person who was a very nice person to talk to..
i wish i could turn back the time..
and after what i've been through for almost 2 weeks.. i think..
i feel like i'm the only person who try to make dis problem disappear...
ntah laa.. aku je ke yg buat salah selama ni?
persoalan utama dlm kepala lutut aku nih..
knapa bile kite wat baik, jarang orang ingat?
tp bile kite wat silap, xkesah besar ke kecik ke, orang akan ingat smpai bile²..
aku rase xadil sbb bagi aku.. ble ade org wat salah ngn aku..
aku xnafikan aku mungkin marah tp aku pikir gak ape kebaikan org tuh kt aku..
aku mungkin hukum die tp dgn cara yang berpatutan..
bukannye nk puji diri tp ini laa hakikat nyer..
but unfortunate for me.. people always wrongly judge myself..
cam ade sorg mamat nih ckp ngn aku.. "ko nih baik sgt laa!!"
"ko biar je org wat camtu kt ko? kalo aku, silap byk laa org tu"
dis mamat was not my fren.. kenal gitu² je..
for now i think he can be one of my fren coz he's reliable and trusted person..
thx dude! aku ingt jasa ko..
2day i woke up @ 12pm.. quite late rite?
i slept @ 4 in morning.. well i always have sleepless nite lately..
went to bus station to buy my sister's ticket..
elok aku nk kuar ujan rintik².. aku pecut moto pegi n balik..
nasib x gol je td..
i wondered why my sis acts so nice today.. she treated me KFC..
i havent eat any fast food lately.. coz of two reasons..
1st - no money and 2nd - the person who always company me is 'invisible'
hurgh... nk balik umah pon tgh black-out.. bosan nyer idup..
i'll start my 'career' (huhu) tomorrow..
i always pray tomorrow will bring a shine to my life..
dat's all for now..
wassalam..

HiDd @ Hidayah @ Dayah

[[get through this narrow, endless road alone]]*|9:08 PM|

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HiDd @ Hidayah @ Dayah
December 20.Sagittarius
Student.Taiping,Perak,Malaysia
A person with deep wounded heart
Outspoken.Very sensitive.Love to laugh
Simple.Talkative.Energetic
Broken inside.Investigative
Addicted to McD, Vanilla Coke
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