[me.. it's all i wanna be..]]

Saturday, April 02, 2005

well, another boring day for me...
woke up @ 9.30 when my father asked me to clean up my house..
then suddenly i wanna find a job here.. i mean in my own hometown..
actually i've been looking for a job in taiping for almost a month i think..
and i got it today.. keje gerai makan kt seblah library... jadi la..
i asked my bro last two days for a job near his house in kelana jaya..
he called me and asked me to come for an interview @ Giant, Kelana Jaya..
honestly.. i dun want to work there.. i mean KL coz.. ntah laa..
aku x rasa yang aku cukup sedia nk keje kt sana sbb perasaan aku still x btul..
aku cuma nak duit sbb aku perlukan duit tu... ade hajat yang aku kena selesaikan..
the salary in my new workplace is cheap but i dun care..
i just wanna work for money without going to other place..
erm.. i've learned something today... how to accept all problems and difficulties in my life..
tima kasey laa tok khatib kt masjid...
u made me realize dat i'm muslim.. and i've to believe in 'qada & qadar'
benda asas yang dah lama aku tak ingat dan x praktikan
just accept whatever i have to face or experience.. dat makes me feel like
Allah still loves me...
Dia yang Maha Berkuasa dan semua kesusahan yang aku hadapi skrang adalah kemahuanNya..
mungkin nih sume balasan atas ape yang aku pernah buat.. xkesah laa samada sakitkan hati parents,
kawan² or org yg aku sayang.. atau pon dosa² lain..
i'm not a good Muslim.. i've neglected all my responsible as a muslim
learn from my mistakes.. i want to be someone new..
i dont wanna be anything other than what i've trying to be lately.. aku nk berubah..
so.. kt sini buat sapa² yg pernah terluka, sakit jiwa, bengang n marah ngn aku...
aku susun 10 jari tgn + 10 jari kaki (huhu) mintak maaf... maafkan laa aku..
for those who read dis.. tell ur frens who know me... dat i'm asking for their forgiveness too..
let me be a person who u like.. i cant me everyone satisfy with me but i'm doing my best..
guide me my frens.. right me when i'm wrong..
dat's all for today..
wassalam

HiDd @ Hidayah @ Dayah

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HiDd @ Hidayah @ Dayah
December 20.Sagittarius
Student.Taiping,Perak,Malaysia
A person with deep wounded heart
Outspoken.Very sensitive.Love to laugh
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