*i try to make a new look*
after for long time.. the 'ghost' dat haunted me finally disappear...
Alhamdulillah.. thank Allah for all this..
for me, 80% of my life conflicts have gone...
the other 20% need to be settled by other persons..
i've done my part.. i've tried my best..
Alhamdulillah again..
everything's fine except for one thing..
i get pissed off for a very big matter for me
even though i know it might be a very small thing for others..
but i dun care bout the others..
i just cant stand when i think my dignity as man being challenge..
sorry to dat person..
but i have to protect my right and my pride as man..
i can compromise wif any matter except for something like dis..
i'm really sorry coz i did scold u..
i was very upset..
however.. i respect n thank u so much..
tell me the truth..
sememangnya kenyataan mmg menyakitkan..
btw.. today i got an crazy idea..
i have 2 frens.. a guy and a girl..
this girl is not really close to me..
but this guy is among the best person i ever know..
dis guy had been dumped by her gf recently..
and dis girl i think has no bf since... i dunno la..
but i got an idea to make them together...
dont u think it's ridicolous?
huuhuhuhuhu... it's all because dis girl had told me dat
she wants a permanent bf..
she told me her dream guy's criterias..
and the criterias match wif dis guy's..
dat's y i think bout it..
wahahahahahaha
am i stupid?
erm... hidayah, cant u stop giving nonsense idea?
ape² je la.. dah xde benda nk pikir..
cuti btul² buat aku nyer kepala mereng ar...
ok la
dat's all for today...